Are You Good Without Me Around ?

Seeing you from this distance made me ask same question ..
Again and again ...
How are you, Thee ? 
Are you good ? 

Are you truly good without me around ?

Silly question, huh ?
Since I know how your life goes with her 
It's great ... d*mn great ... 
And I do know how well it is

So, what's left here for me ?
Can I call it hope ? 
Or is it just a dream ... 
A dream that always be a dream ...

Please tell me, thee ...
What should I do now ?
Do I have to wake up ?
Do live in a real life will help me then ?
Coz you know ...

I'm really not good without you around